That does make me feel better to know in not the only one who makes mistakes. I felt like an idiot because I know better.
I will feel so great if the juniper makes it. .
Patience is the first thing you learn in Bonsai. I think we ALL did what you just did. We just get all psyched about creating a miniature tree, we get a specimen, and we just can't wait!. With time, you end up learning, it is not about having that cool looking little tree, but more about the path to get there. Even if that path takes 10 years, or more, it is that what's enjoyable.
Yes you'll end up with a beautiful Bonsai after years and years of work and enjoyment; that's the reward.