You're not crazy :woohoo: ! I can totally relate to that "freaking out" feeling. I would get the same feeling every time I began a new painting and I'm faced with the blank canvas or watercolour paper. I'm so afraid to ruin the painting before I barely get started. Talk about major anxiety and resistance! :S
I'll bet your little spruce will look cute with it's new bow cut!

Hi everyone,
Here is my spruce's updated head shot. It's had a few branches removed and it was re-potted this spring...now it can relax.

good to see its doing well...by the way being on the spruce subject i over heard my neihbor wondering what to do with a tree in her backyard that was growing crooked i gave her some advice and said if she wants to get rid of it let me know ill take it. so long story short im getting a 10 foot blue spruce to play with next spring :woohoo:

Haha nice one!