I very much appreciate your honesty. It sure points out that collection of wild trees is not easy and should not be atempted by beginner without supervision of more experienced bonsai artists. When you have made a few successful repotting and root reduction on nurcery stock trees you get the feel for it. Then it gets easier. I have been doing bonsai for 7 years now and still it seems like I am stuck at 50% success rate on collecting trees. Not good enough to risk collection of those really awsome and very old ones.
Because I live in such a remote community finding another bonsai artist is
impossible... So my only option is to grit my teeth through the failures and learn from them. As long as I learn I don't think it's wasted time. My technique has improved, and I've sourced better substrate. I've also invested in Mirai Live which has been great. Randy Knight's video about collecting trees was a godsend.
I agree with you about collecting the truly spectacular trees. I'd never dream of touching one unless I was 100% sure I could have it thrive. The areas I chose to collect from are regularly slashed up for trails, harvested for firewood or worse. This year I saw a huge area completely cleared out for new housing. Many wonderful trees were turned into mulch.