I have terrible OCD coupled with my crippling anxiety and it is affecting my life. Sometimes I think about things that are not real. I want to get over it. How can I do it? Do you have suggestions?

.... that sounds like a problem/question for a professional, not something for a bonsai forum....

As told before its a bonsai forum: www.bonsaiempire.com/forum/general/15792-relationship-anxiety

Just go to your house-doctor, and ask for a referral letter for a coach for OCD and Anxiety. Those people can teach your some tricks how to handle and live with it.